Hiiiiii! I realised that I've left this blog for quite some time. So anyways, N's are long over. And I'm currently working. Part-time la. Ya'll don't need to know where. So, I'm currently watching 'Oh Baby' with my cousin, Finz. I srsly cannot sleep. Luckily tomorrow's my off day. Not sure if I'm going out though. See how. Waiting for people to text me^^

OMGGGGGGG, RANDY PANGALILA IS SO HOTTT! random

omggggg, prelims this week! First paper on Wednesday, is SS. Pocchillah, gone case already. Then Thursday's Malay. Followed by English on Friday. Did I mention that we still have to do art? For prelims uh. Duuuh. but still, timing's limited. Art is not the only subject I'm taking okay. Fucking hell, I'm taking 7 other subjects, including combined sciences and combined humans. Okay, I clearly know that there are other people who has more subjects than I do, but Art is just taking too much of my time. It's not like that fucking gay is going to understand anyway. he thinks art is so important. It's so important that it's killing us! HELLO! Like what? Do we eat.think about art.sleep.think about art.shower.think about art. Psycho!

URGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Just when I thought my week couldn't get any better, it just did! Today was v.v.v fruitful. Awesome! So, went to school as per normal. Eeeew, I didn't see rolled-up sleeves. I'm sad :( Anyways, _______ was in the bus. And Francesca TOOKPHOTOSOFHIM! OMGOMGOMGOMG LA. Had National Day Mass & Celebration. Mass was normal. The celebrations were more lively. Well, duuuuh. My friends and I were singing the national day song as if it's some top radio hit. So enthu. Omg, luckily SOME people didn't see. Especially Sampan! It would be v.v.v embarrassing. ttm. Afterwards, headed to town with Dianah and Fariha. Took 105 and alighted outside Far East Plaza. Dianah got belts for her dad, while I got myself 3 pairs of earrings. :DD

...moving on, we then trained down to Bugis. Walked to Zamzam. Fuuuh! Murtabak shiok like dunnoe what liddat. Srsly. Anyways, then.... I GUESS ALL I COULD SAY IS THAT I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY. Oh, how I wish everyday single day was like today's. I saw SOME people. Fuuuuh, fruitful. Got hot ones! *wink wink* So then, the day was spent like this.

Zamzam > Arab Street > Haji Lane > Bugis Junction > Sent Fariha off at the bus stop outside Bugis Street > Topshop > Golden Landmark, cos it was raining > Purposely went to 7eleven > Walk back towards Golden Landmark > SAW SOOOOOMMMMEEEE PEOPLE, OMFG > Headed towards Bugis Street > Had some phototaking session, heh > Bugis Street > Up Down Left Right > Illuma > Bugis Junction > Sat outside Macdonald's and had some random singing-lepak thing with Dianah > Went inside Macs, bought shaker fries > omg, the macs was damn smelly, cos I think the pipe burst or something > Had a lot of laughters just observing 2 __________. Lol > Trained down to Tampines > Frolick, ftw! > Stood in the middle of nowhere > Bumped into my brother, he gave me $20 for no reason. Whooohoo! Instantly rich > Home!

Well well well, I've never really spent one whole day, or half a day walking just at the same place over and over again. Hmm.. nevermind. Dianah, we shall go and eat at Zamzam again soon.

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Oh ohhhhh, I just found out something when I got home. It made me rly rly rly rly like extremely happy! Whooo! Ameera, be prepared for some fruitful busrides!!! *wink wink*

Labels: Awezummmm

Whtvr's going on, I really hope it'd end soon. Exams, or shall I say Prelims are in less than 2 weeks time are all of you are being distracted by negative stuff. Is it really important to argue about nasty remarks? I, honestly, do not want to be involved in any of the shit that's going on. Wait, okay I'm not involved. But my friends are, and they're my concerns. I'm not going to call anyone a Mofo, cos for one, I know a person shouldn't be called that. A person is worthy of a name. And all the "Mofo's" have one. To think of it, both parties are not facing this matter rationally. They're just trashing each other at their blogs. I mean, come on la, what's the use of it? If both parties continue trashing each other, I don't think we'll all see an end to this matter. I'm not being some busybody bitch, but I'm just concerned for ALL of you. You guys should just stop trashing and get a day when all of you are free and settle things rationally, not physically or with vulgarities. I know it's not important to have ALOT of friends, but having enemies is worst off. I'd rather have friends than enemies, srsly.

I honestly think, this is just some misunderstanding. Because I think, both parties are looking at the situation from a different angle, therefore leading each and everyone of them into different conclusions. I think the name-callings were totally unneccessary. By calling that person a ______ or a ______, you ought to think twice. I mean, how would you feel if you were in their shoes, getting called a ______ or a ______. You would probably feel the exact same way. And, you guys were all friends before this matter cocked up. But trashing each other by digging out all the secrets shared shouldn't be the way. It's no doubt you guys are angry, I know. I WOULD be angry too. But please la, eventhough you guys no longer consider yourselves friends, secrets should stay secrets. How would you feel if someone revealed your deepest, darkest secret? Okay, lastly, must I remind you. I am not on anyone's side. I'm a neutral party here. By me hanging around with the other party doesn't mean that I'm on their side. Neither am I on yours. Which explains why I didn't join them in the boat blogging about the other party being bitches or whatsoever. I listen to what they say, but I don't respond. Ya'll should really think through what has happened and reflect. Okay, if ya'll really don't want to forgive each other, why not ya'll pretend things never happened. Pretend that they're invisible. Just pretend. It's way better than wasting your time thinking about the matter. Is it really worth the fight? At the end of the day, when ya'll still refuse to reconcile, the matter will probably still continue. Isn't it tiring? I feel tired just listening about the whole issue. Like the saying, "it takes 2 hands to clap", this is the exact same situation. If you guys keep argueing, the hands would be clapping air, trying to get on the same page. So you guys should really just stop all the negative crap and settle things out.

Does it really matter who wins in this situation? Like as if ya'll are gonna win some nobel prize. If I were ya'll, I'd forget about the matter and move on with life, keep my cool and would rather worry about other things worthy enough.

And, that is just what I see from my point of view. To ALL my friends, I really hope this matter dies down. I hope all of you will do well in your exams, prelims, N levels, whtvr. Study hard, we shall all move up to Sec 5 tgt. Awezum!! Love ya'll. Each and everyone of ya'll.


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Goodness! Do you know how wonderful this week has been so far? Besides the fact that there's night study, misunderstandings and tests. I rly rly love my mornings. More and more each day. Just 2 days ago, on Tuesday, something rly hit me and lift me off my feet. Okay literally. And no, I did not kiss some boy, neither did I get a new boyfriend. To make the story shorter, I like to think about crushes in a childish way. Isn't it just cute? I took the early bus to school and my crush sat beside me. I almost died. See how I see it? Childish, I know. But that's my own problem. I don't need any comments from you. He was so adorable. Oh my. And this morning, I saw him again. He took the late bus this time. The bus I usually take. My friends and I were sitting at the back of the bus. But not like all the way at the back. Maybe 1-2 seats infront. He sat all the way at the back. Since I sat infront, I turned to my friends as an excuse to just look at him. I think he rly was annoyed by the noise that we made, btw. 'Cause I think that he was tired and was trying to get some sleep. He slept after a while, anyways. Do you know how adorable he looks like? Okay, I'm not a psycho. I DO NOT observe how people sleep. It's only in these situations. Okay, THIS situation. But I swear, he's fcuking cute when he sleeps. Even cuter when he's awake! Heh^^

Okay. I feel like I'm some primary 2 or 3 girl. Nevermind. I'd rather be shy and childish like this than to be wild and over-socialise. Hahah. I'm not implying anything. Omgosh, to think of it, I'm quite conservative. Like I know, right?


Cause I can’t help it if you look like an angel
Can’t help it if I wanna kiss you in the rain so
Come feel this magic I’ve been feeling since I met you
Can’t help it if there’s no one else
I can’t help myself


[lyrics are so random,kay]


hugs and kisses!

Labels: Hey rolled-up sleeves

Oh goodness! I'm v.v.v happy. Finally art is over. For now. I was supposed to go and collect my Prelims art question paper today, but Sam Lim was out with the sec 2 girls. Kay, so whtvr.

Went to town after school with Cherzinger & Sherryn. Cherryl finally got her bag. So then, we walked to Borders to supposedly admire the paperchase stuffs. But the things are decreasing. So boring, not happening anymore. After which, we headed to ION Orchard. Hahah, my first time ehhh. That place is humongous. I think like 2 times the size of my school. Siow uh! So then, had lunch at Burger King. And the burger king outlet looks very futuristic. Like got pipes sticking out here and there, acting as lights. Lame uh. Haha. So walked around. Whooooo! The shops are damn awesome. (I'm gonna start saving up!) We then left ION and went to Paragon. While walking, I really felt like as if I wasn't in Orchard Road in Singapore. It feels as if I'm in some other country. For one, because of the massive shopping mall. Secondly, the people who were walking around are mostly foreigners. Laughed here and there. After Paragon, we trained back to Toa Payoh.

Freaking hell, Sherryn didn't go for night study in school. Haha, actually, I don't need to go, cause I didn't sign up for it. But, might as well go right? Need to buck up and plus, prelims are less than 2 weeks away. No kidding. But I don't think anything got into my head. We were playing stupid mind games and telling ghost stories. Hahahah. Audrey and I were shaking the coke and pepsi bottles to have the sound when you turn the cap. All to make our 'advertisement'. My idea. Not stupid or lame uh! Talked more, and was dismissed at 9. Went to sign out at the library. Papa was outside school waiting for me. So left, and home it was!

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I'm very happy today. Like very very very very very happy. The amount of 'very' (s) does not define how much happy I am. Cause I'm just extremely happy. Good thing I took the early bus. But, the sad thing is that, when I was walking into school for night study, the damn bus HAD to pass by. Urgh!

Promise I'll be kind,
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous,
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

[isn't the lyrics just so ironic?]

Labels: the day I need to hyperventilate

Had my Malay N level orals just now. It sucked big time. Seriously. Firstly, cos it was held at THAT school. Secondly was, I was stuttering through my passage. The conversation sucked even more. Fullstop. Okay. Anyways, allow me to share what happened this morning. The bus was approaching my school's stop, so it was the double-decked bus. Yaaaaah. So, I was going down the stairs when I accidentally hit my head on the ceiling of the bus. Cos I'm just too tall laaaaah. I just like giggled to myself, cos Francesca was behind me. And I heard someone/people laughed. So when I got down to the lower deck, Francesca told me that some Fjsdguydgfk laughed at me. Annoyingzzzzxxxx! and embarrassing ttm! Urgh. THEY like to stare as if we've got some kind of disease. Like literally just STARE. I'll give them something to stare at soon.

ANYWAYS,IMVERYHAPPYCOSIFINALLYSAWMUSCULAR&STUDDEDBAGAFTER2FREAKINGWEEKS.AINTTHATJUSTAWESOME?

Currently, doing my art. Oh, did I mention that art submissions is this Friday? But Mr Lim wants us to hand-up by Wednesday. How? Omg, I'm gonna die. I'm very sure I'll have to stay back in school 'til 6 pm for the next 2 days. Or he'll make me. Oh my. And I'll be having my Malay N level Orals this Wednesday. Sheeeeeeethead. I'll have to speak in Malay (Duh, right!) But still, my malay (not to brag) is quite good. But my speaking ain't that good. It sucks. I speak malay as if I'm not a malay. Kay, just pray for me. Pray...pray...pray.


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